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The moment of AngelYou are my little angel. Just having you close... 8月22日 搞不懂了！实在忍无可忍了！我要写中文了！
今天TMD在百脑汇碰到个13点男人！莫名其妙对我和虫生气发火，搞不懂了！我们来买东西的，招谁若谁了！还是你暗恋我们了！
结果，现在我火更大了！两年多大学同学了，一个寝室，进进出出都是一起的好朋友，现在TMD去读了个什么托福，就变得忙得连说话时间都没有了！又不是美国大总统！美国大总统TMD还要回家照顾老婆孩子呢！你说这叫什么朋友呀！我想三个多月的暑假，三个姐妹怎么也得碰一次头，聚一聚吧，这不是什么难的事情吧！我又没说要旅游，要干吗干吗，就是到我家里来坐坐而已，这很难吗？MD和BF玩得很欢啊，这个很正常，谈朋友嘛！但是，我也使你朋友啊！msn上说个话也不冷不淡的，就只会说 ：嗯，好，晕，等等这种令人感觉被敷衍的词。你不来我家玩也就算了，我理解你读书辛苦，那你晚上上线打个招呼吧，从来没有的，从来都是我和她说话，结果换来的也还是恩，啊，哦，晕，偶尔说两句超过5个字的句子，这算什么啊！那你一次两次就算了，我理解你是因为当时有事情要忙，那每次都这样子，是正常人，是把你当作朋友的人都会不开心吧！你自己想想吧！朋友？什么朋友啊！你就这样对待我这样子一个掏心掏肺的朋友的啊！好伤心！好失望！好绝望！！！！！！！
55555555555好想哭！他们两个人都去读了英语，于是，就忙得跟什么似的，人家高考还需要调节休息呢！你们就不需要了吗？我实在是难以理解，我自己心里想想，他们需要帮忙的时候，我总会抽空出来的，难道是因为我闲来无聊？
有时候想想真的很没意思的，老是做一些热面孔贴冷屁股的事情，我犯得着吗？那你就去过你的日子吧！我不会再来干涉你！ 8月7日 something about my last summer vacationIt seems that it's the last summer vacation during my studying period. In my mind, I have a
lot of things I want to do. But actually, it's still a boring holiday. Studying English,
doing yoga or just staying at home. I don't know what are my friends doing. Maybe they have
many meaningful things to do. Everybody has their dreams. Even if they are not that easy to
be realized. But I can see that they are making effort. They also effect me to think like
that.
Sometime, I felt I don't want to do anything but searching in the website. But I can't find anything useful. I just read them and then forgot them.
In this summer, it took about one month to decorate my home, My mother didn't accept me to stay at home. She thought I was an obstacle. So she let me go out of my home. And I became a
vagrant. I went to diffirent relative's home to eat and to sleep. It made me exhausted. And
the result was I got a fever. 38.3.... I'd never got fever for a very long time. It remind
the feeling of illness this time.
But now, in the end, all work was done. I can stay in a comfortable and clean house again. I feel so relaxed. And the most happiest thing is I can have the normal dinner everyday now! I
don't need to eat bread and something else which is awful! Oh, my god! Thanks god!
He is doing his job all day. For me, for us. To buy a lot of clothes for me---the king of searching goods.
I'm so shamed that why I alwyas spend so much money on clothes...I've had various kinds of clothes in my wardrobe. I should stop...but I can't...... Miss you, my melon. Keeping working hard and realize our dream~Don't forget that! I'll also fight. 4月3日 My magic tripNow, I'm in Shenzhen. I'm living in a four star hotel. I'm writing something.
Two weeks ago, when I heard about this news, I was so excited to get this job. I just thought I can get much experience and ability from it. And the salary of this job was very rich. So I fellow these two foreihgnors to have a business trip for one month. I left my school. I left my friends. I left all the people who love me so much. I paid all of my energy to do this job. I tried my best to gain each information I could gain. But that business man still didn't satisfied with me. He never considerred about others. He only think about his carreer. We went to many factories to find some products they like. We went to several exhibitions to find out any orpotunity they can cooperate with Chinese. Actually, they haven't reach any point till now. I think they just can't understand the way Chinese do business. They always asked for a lot of requires which were inpossible. No one can change their mind. I always couldn't have my lunch. Sometimes because we have to visit the exhibiton as many as possible. Sometimes because when they were talking at the table, I had to translate every word from Chinese and them. It made me like a robbot. Yes, I'm Chinese. But this was also the first time I came here. It's impossible that I can know everywhere well. And I also need rest to adjust myself. You were hurry on every minute. No stop, no rest. When you saw I had nothing to do, you will say"please......" It sounded good. It sounded you were polite. In fact, you were rude. I'm a girl. I'm a girl on 22 years old. How can you always treat me like that. Ok. It's you. You forced me to leave you. I just don't want to help you any more. I want my life come back to me. I want to go back to my friends. They are waiting for me. A man like you, in my opinion, you can't do any business successful. Yes, time is money. But you can't get any trust without paitient and real heart. I just want to tell you. If you want to do business with Chinese. Please read the culture of Chinese first. We don't expect that you can give any chance to do the export business for China. Please just go. Leave China as far as you can. I just wanna my money. I will leave after you give me my salary. AS soon as possible. And I don't want to meet you any longer. Please stay away from me. Thank you. Here, I want to thank to my friends. You are there. Always. When I need help. Especially SUSU. A new friend, a pretty girl, an angel with a warm heart. Especially meat and worm, both of you let the dark cloud go away from me. Especially melon, you always give me advice. Arrange everything OK when I wasn't in Shanghai. And you give me your love and meke me feel happy. I don't regret to have this trip. Because I got experience. I got money. I saw the friendship and love. I saw my protential ability. 3月8日 My birthdayToday is my birthday. So I want to say something here.
I'm 22 now. When I realized that, I felt so surprised that I was not that little.
Though others still treat me as a child.
Sometimes, I felt puzzled. Why the time passed so quickly? Did I change a lot?
What will I be after several years? When will I get married? When will I have a baby?
I thought too much...maybe...
When I'm looking forward to my future, I saw the hope.
I'm trying my best to realize my value. But, what is my value?
Just be myself, don't consider too much. Don't always care about others' oppinion.
I should behave like a real adult. I should give up all my bad habits.
I've grown up. 2月17日 除夕感言in Chinese
12月9日 Winter is coming,I'm still waitingThe winter is coming. But it seems to happen many complex things during this winter. I don't know what I am waiting for. He said he likes me a little bit. What did this sentence mean? Did it mean he likes me but not love me? Or he just don't know how to express his feeling under that thing he did to me which sounded badly. I don't know but I want to know. I tried to ask him. But most of the time, I were timid. Because that made me like a fool. A fool who hasn't her dignity. A fool lost herself. I just want to know the truth. Am I wrong? At this moment, I want to dig into his brain and read what he is thinking about. It sounds cruel. But it's the sound from my heart though I can't do that. The Christmas day will come soon. It's a sweet day. But I'll have a cold feeling on that day. Who knows? The distance between he and I is very very long. Even that place is totolly a different world. It only has strong wind and heavy snow. When I'm looking out of the window. I saw the moon. I was gratified that we were looking at the same side of the moon. Like a song sang. One year had passed away. So quickly. The day he left was still in front of my eyes. And today of next year, he is standing in front of me. I can imagine. He said he thought of many things during the days in Hebei. He had a conclusion that a person treasures what he lost. Everybody knows that but the understanding is after their loss. I hope he can know by listenning to his heart. Several messages made me crazy. Several calls made me happy. It because of love. No love, no feeling. No love, no action. Ok, I'm not waiting for someone. I'm just waiting for the day you open your heart to me. 10月7日 my first time attending a wedding
9月29日 tired but rich
8月4日 lonely
7月24日 I am coming~~~
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